نحن قوم أعزنا الله بالإسلام ، فهما طلبنا العزة بغيره ، أذلنا الله

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I Update: So What?

I am still trying to find things to write in this blog. Somehow, I find that whenever I have things to write, I would not knwo how to present them.

There are times when I would think of a poem, only to have it half done, and abandoned. There are times when I would be thinking over my few little problems, little in magnitude in comparison to those in Gaza or any other challenging locations, and not unlike the peom, half thought and abandoned.

Over the past few days ( or weeks), my slumber has always been disturbed by dreams and/or nightmares.. I am not sure how meaningful or meaningless they are, but they are surely taking the energy out of me, as I always wake up more exhausted than before I go to bed.

Once, I dreamt of a colleague's mother passing away.. Upon hearing this story, somehow he decided not to move further from his parents. At least, I kept one family close together.

Last night, I dreamt of someone or something trying to kill me. I was trapped inside a 4-storey buildings complex, where there's a lawn in the middle. I kept running, from one floor to the other.

There were times when I would wake up crying like a child, fearing what I dreamt would become true.

I still wonder what is ongoing in my subconscious mind... What is it???

- Pointless rambling-

5 Comments:

Blogger ihsan_huhu said...

fullamak... sbb tuh r kot org dh kawen kne tdo skali.. br mcm dlm drama,

"mengucap bang mengucap!!"

1:30 AM  
Blogger husna afifi said...

pastu yang si abg tu bile isteri suruh ngucap

isteri: mengucap bang, mengucap!
suami : astagfirullah....

haahahhaah...ntah apa2 la drama kite ni....

6:15 AM  
Anonymous nurul nasir said...

hahaha...nak sambung tak da idea
hurmm,well a dream should be a secret shhh (go hadith said bout this)

8:27 AM  
Blogger husna afifi said...

ala
mcm lagu siti
'biarlah rahsia'
tp dok canang kt sume org

apa la ak dok mepek ni

1:22 PM  
Anonymous SK said...

Aku pon nak tulis benda yg sama mcm nurul pasal hadeeth tuh.

Sabar bro. Boleh jadi kau rasa jiwa tak aman atau berasa tenang skrg sbb berjauhan dgn ur other half.

Or maybe you might want to tranfer from plant environment to SGS?

6:50 AM  

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