On my silent days

Greetings,

Well, I got back from Shah Alam yesterday. The course went well, although I had to download pages and pages of information in the 9-days span. The exam is in december.

Went to BERSIH, all went well, apart from TAKTIK KOTOR polis. How can you fire the water cannon at people in Masjid Jamek Area? For those who are familiar with KL, Masjid Jamek area is just a one street, and after barricading the circumferential area, police asked the people to disperse. Where can they go to, without hitting the FRU barriers? Stupid, and because they did not disperse (in fact they cannot), they were showered with the chemicals.

This was a peaceful march, a peaceful engagement with the government, yet, they were the one firing. How long can we last? How long can we remain patient?

Many times I feel really dissappointed, and wanting to abandon the country and her problems. However, doing so will never solve the problem.

To Paklah and Co,
Asalmu, air mani yang hina,
Matimu bangkai yang jijik,
Antara keduanya, kamu hanyalah tong pengandung najis,

apa sangatlah yang boleh dibanggakan dengan hidup selaku manusia?

Ya Allah,
These people have insulted your religion, so please grant us patience and please grant us your paradise.

Or shall we start reciting this dua?
O my Lord! Leave not of these hypocrits, a single one on earth. For, if You does leave any of them, they will but mislead your devotees, and they will breed none but wicked ungrateful ones.*

But surely, if one current UMNO guy dies, I would feel very reluctant to pray for his janazah.

*The dua was adapted from surah Nuh, ayat 26 & 27
وَقَالَ نُوحٌ رَّبِّ لَا تَذَرْ عَلَى الْأَرْضِ مِنَ الْكَافِرِينَ دَيَّارًا
إِنَّكَ إِن تَذَرْهُمْ يُضِلُّوا عِبَادَكَ وَلَا يَلِدُوا إِلَّا فَاجِرًا كَفَّارًا